| The Complicated Me

What's happening now?

4:18 AM |

Oh, hi again! So rarely updating my blog. So sorry :(

I'm quite busy lately. With my real life.

Less with twittering, or what ever social networking.

Remember about the girl I used to story about?

My colleague?

Yah, I used to crush on her.

And you know what? I've dated her out already.

I'm not really sure its a date or what.

But...

We're going to catch some movies together.

And also.....

We've shared eating a cake together!

That's the prettiest part!

I meant, I really like her.

How I'm going to say to her?

Now, she lend me her Ipod.

I forgot to bring back my handsfree so she just lend me hers.

She said, she don't need music on weekend.

So I was like,, okay then!

So I borrowed her Ipod :3

I'm taking a driving license, must be super boring there.

That's why she lend me the Ipod.

We've exchanged some movies too! I meant a dvd.

Cute right? :D

I care about her. A LOT!

I really cared about her, too much much much more.

Everything she does matter to me.

Sometimes I'm getting jealous too.

And I don't know what's that for.

Hmm...I get butterflies,

I felt insecure when she's not around,

I felt curious for sometimes.

What does it means?

How its going to happen?

Am I the one who's feels like that?

I'm afraid. Really afraid.

I'm afraid of losing.

Especially her!

I dont know why! But I think, she's like my another half.

I feel so safe with her!

I'm felt so comfy when she was around.

I get used to talked with her every damn day!

If one day I'm not texting her..

It's like..... I don't know.

Something's not right when I don't talked with her even for one day.

How? What I'm going to do? What must I do about it?

Should I start?

I don't want be too early.

Should I wait?

I'm afraid it was too late.

So what should I do?!

I'm afraid how's the end going to be.

Is it a happy ending for us? Or going to be something else?

I really don't want to lose her.

But... if she's with me...

We're different.

About our life style, about family, I dont know.

I think I must get knowing her closer.

How its going to be? I think it's going to be a bit complicated in future.

Am I thinking too much further? :(

What I supposed to do.

God, help me with this.

If she's the one that I've waited for so long.

Then do not separate us. Ever!

I wanna grow up with her.

She's really someone understanding.

She's a good listener.

She looks perfect in my eyes.

Help me.

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Is it a good thing or a bad one?

7:40 AM |

Hi! Its me, Kim? Hehe, sorry for being quite busy lately.

Okay, first over all, now my life's getting better, Alhamdulillah.

Kim dah mula berkerja, walau pun bukan dalam bidang yg Kim nak.

Kim still cuba, peluang tu takkan datang berulang kali.

Bila dah datang, kita patut terus grab je. Kan?

So why not just give a try.

So for now, everything okay, environment tempat kerja pun okay.

They're like a families to me.

Ermm. So just wait for time to flies faster.

Hey, Its ramadhan baby, and soon, ramadhan gonna leaves us.

And raya is coming right after us.

Erm. Semoga Ramadhan kali ini penuh makna.

InsyaAllah amin.

Oh ya, Kim lupa, kenapa eh, bila kita makan depan someone tu,

Kita jadi tak selera, jadi malu sangat, erm. why??

Is it because we like them? Ohh no.

Haha, I think I've crush with my own colleague lah.

She's a nice girl, seriously, we shared our thoughts, and some problems at workplace.

I like being friend with her.

Haizzz. But.. no, I dont want to fall for anyone.. not for now.

Bila dah start sayang orang, mesti sayang gila gila.

Ended up dia? tak dihargai. Erm.

So better tunggu dulu. Just stay friends. It's even better I guess.

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Its not like gonna be the worse day forever.....

5:14 AM |

Okay, lets start with yesterday.

Its on Sunday, I've met Fara.

Actually, tak plan pun nak jumpa dia.

Memang plan nak keluar seorang. Tengok movies, lunch. Sorang-2.

But suddenly, she wechat me. Ask me where am I.

So, I just said I was about to going out.

And then, she said want to come along.

She's bored and no teman as well.

So I was like , okay then , why not.

We've met at klcc. And the weather on that day....

Like seriously, make me hard to breathe siaa.

The haze just getting worse day by day.

But, I was late. Haha, I was a bit late.

Because I'm searching for a face mask to cover my mouth.

But all of the pharmacies that I've ask is out of stock.

How come????!

Ish, this is just getting worse.

And, then, I arrived there at the cinema.

Fara beratur dulu, sbb takut tiket sold out pulak.

And then, we've bought the ticket.

We take some lunch after that.

Lepastu jalan-2 satu klcc sementara tunggu movie start.

We're watching World War Z.

I told you, you guys should watch that movies!!

That movies are so fucking awesome man!!

After we've done a movies. We take some air nearby the klcc pool.

Watch some air pancut, haha. Chatting, and then, we started to hungry again.

Lmao, kitorang pun pergi lah Nz klcc.

Makan sikit.

Sebenarnya, siang tadi, one of my friend dah ajak pergi uptown malam tu.

So, he said, he's picking me up around 8 or 9 something.

And then, diorang pun sampai depan Nz tu.

I was inviting fara to come along.

Then, she's fine with it.

After that, kitorang pun pusing lah satu danau kota tu.

Cari wallet si acap. Rady was there too. I miss them so much,

Bila Rady ada, bertambah lah masuk air. Hahaha.

Then, kitorang lepak zubaidah, order shisha.

Having so much fun, masing-2 dah masuk air.

Hahaha, memang enjoy.

Tiba-2 kitorang plan nak karaoke, ahh apa lagi,

masing-2 kepala tengah gila, jom jelah.

haha, kitorang karaoke kat firezone setapak tu.

Tp sejam je, sebab dia nak tutup pukul 3.

Then okay lah, karaoke jelah.

Kat dalam tu memang kitorang merepek je memanjang.

Tp tak puas lah karaoke sejam. Serious tak puas langsung.

Hahahaha, memang satu hari tu tergelak je tau.

My boys pun okay je dengan Fara, masing-2 boleh masuk kepala.

Haha, Diorang memang terbaik.

Thanks guys, cause cheer me up. And making me laugh all day long.

I really loves them :')

Then I was thinking, memang haritu, my birthday looks worse.

I means, it is worst.

But, tak selamanya Allah nak bagi hamba dia sedih.

Dalam hidup, tak selamanya kita ada kat bawah, tak selamanya kita ada kat atas.

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What's happening now?

Is it a good thing or a bad one?

Its not like gonna be the worse day forever.....