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CAN I SUICIDE ??



WHY ??! WHAT'S HAPPENING TO MY LIFE ?? WHY I CAN'T THROUGH ALL THE DAY NORMALLY LIKE EVERYONE ?? WHY I HAVE TO SUFFER ?? I WANT HAPPINESS !! HAPPINESS !!!! DEAR GOD , WHY ARE TORTURING ME LIKE THIS ?? WHY ?? AM I TOO BAD TO BE A PERSON THAT DESERVE LIVE ON YOUR EARTH ?? I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY !!!!! SOMETIMES I DO FEEL LIKE I WANTED TO SUICIDE BUT I KNOW IT'S DAMN WRONG AND I STILL HAVE MY FAITH .

YA , MAYBE I'M STRONG , I'M REALLY STRONG ENOUGH TO FACED ALL TEST FROM YOU . BUT RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE I LOST MY SELF . WHY ??? CAN YOU TELL ME WHY ?? I FELT EMPTY IN MY HEART , SOMETHING MISSING , SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT HERE , BUT WHAT WAS IT ??

I'M SO STRESSED , WITH STUDY , DAILY LIFE , FAMILY , AND ALL OF THAT .

STRESSED SANGAT !!!!!

PEOPLE AROUND ME LIKE IGNORING ME EVEN THOUGH I FEEL THAT KIND SITUATION ALWAYS HAPPENING TO ME . AND I DO FELT AWKWARD WHEN PEOPLE CARE ABOUT ME . WHY ??

WHY ? BEFORE THIS , ALL OF YOU , NEVER CARE WHERE I WANTED TO GO , WHERE I GO , WITH WHO I'M HANGING OUT , WHERE DID I SLEEP , AM I GOING BACK HOME OR NOT . SO WHY NOW YOU ASKING ME THAT ?? NO NEED !!! WHY NOW ?? I REALLY FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE LIKE THAT . AND HELL YEAH I'M ANGRY !! I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE !!

ALONE !!!!!!

JUST LIKE ALWAYS , ISN'T IT ?? I CAN MAKE MY OWN WAY , MY OWN LIFE LIKE THIS . NO NEED TO CARE ABOUT ME . I THINK I'M MATURE ENOUGH TO TOOK CARE OF MY SELF EVEN THOUGH I'M A BIT CHILDISH .

MAYBE THIS IS MY LIFE , THERE WILL BE NO ONE TO STAY WITH ME , HUG ME WHEN I CRY , LISTEN TO ME WHEN I'M BABBLING AND LEND ME A SHOULDER WHEN I NEED IT . I'M

ALONE

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